Life is great and full of surprises with hardships and rewards. Most of the time people are ending up blaming others for their failures, nevertheles there are some who even after their most difficult endeavour and/or trials they still manage to be back on their feet for next struggles ahead...

I have included to share this poem to all readers out there and hoping this could bring your desires to really work sometime/somehow... "Whatever they say on what you do, just be yourself, and nobody can take it away from you....."

                   Clam's Dignity

   Desires you've got has dug me out of lake,
on grassy banks of shallow water's bed,
ignores that mess your suit might have
or cuts or wounds or bloody silky hand.
   My ignorance eludes me most with warm smile
glittering light did shine on me from lovely eyes.
how could it be out in this world you chooses clams?
who's never heard so suddenly be precious one.
   So gently you, just welcomes-meet and greet stranger
a timid-shy, speechless guest barely gots nothing
but dignity beneath your quest for life and dreams
for which may soar a stormy wind that fame could bring.
   Responsible enough that I may sound stubborn
but consequences did aggravate on endless mourn
keep judge me wrong on attitudes and or behaviour
you should have known before a step along that shore.
   Charming lady , my trusted one who hates cornmeal grit,
though difficult just get me back before sun sets,
my shattered life you've made will soon be free from guilt
and I won't spit such grievances, you might regret....
                                                ( Sir Aylon Ortsacpan )