Psych Patient, MD

Straddling the border of sanity

LOL

Your IQ Is 120

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional Your General Knowledge is Above Average

Temperament

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything. You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life. You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you. Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace. You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life. Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times. At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you. You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others. You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

Chemical Dependency

"I'm so happy
because today I found my friends.
They're in my head."
--Lyrics from Lithium by Nirvana

How come I'm not "normal" unless I am on drugs?

I weaned myself off of my antidepressant two months ago in an attempt to save some money. That was a month from hell. Crying spells, crawling into bed and throwing the covers over my head in the middle of the day, unable to make the simplest of decisions. I felt emotionally paralyzed. I wouldn't wish that experience on my worst enemy. The only good thing to come out of it was that I realized something. Before the tapering my antidepressant, I was NOT depressed. What my therapist was telling me was actually true. I have gotten better since last summer. I have moved forward with my life. I feel better about myself. I am willing to take risks with my ego.

Thank you, Aaron. Thank you for kicking me when I need it, leaving me alone when I ask, and always being there with open arms to give me a hug no matter how childishly I behave.

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