Psych Patient, MD

Straddling the border of sanity

"FAMILY"

Someone commented to me that it must be nice to have found a new family within Aaron's household. His parents do make me feel very welcomed, and that is a very nice feeling. I enjoy my time with Aaron's family, parents, pets and all.

I just wish that my family of origin wasn't fractured beyond repair.

When to say I love you

when you really feel it

when you really mean it

when you feel it and mean it at the same time

when you don't need to hear it back

Goodbye 2005

I bid farewell to sadness and fear
I have to replace them goodwill and great cheer

I shed a shroud outgrown and try new things for size
With high expectations of bringing light to my eyes

This year has been good, well the last half at least
Because I found the music to soothe my inner beast

Don't know the future, can only learn from the past
But so far so good, may this peace last and last

Quote

Quotation of the Day:

"A sense of duty is useful in work, but offensive in personal
relations. People wish to be liked, not be endured with patient
resignation."
-- Bertrand Russell

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Dreams

I don't dream very often, but since I have arrived in my childhood home, I have been dreaming every night. The people are from my past and present, the situations change, but the themes remain the same. I am disappointing someone or I have not reached my goals or I feel rejected. I hope that these dreams will stop once I get back home. But if they do, what does that mean? That my childhood was a disappointment? I never felt loved as a child? I grew up in an atmosphere of negativity? Why can't I just get over it?
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