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View From the Balcony 
Writers Block
2005-07-31
It's Sunday ...
Some days the View from the Balcony brings pain for some, hardship for others. Friday, while doing my laundry, I expressed concern for a good neighbor's planned move for Saturday ... did she have enough help? Her sister is in a wheelchiar - victim of a brain tumor. They had loads of promised help.
Saturday am began with a small voice in such pain. "I hate you! I want my daddy!" Later in the day, this same little stressed voice was trying hard to play happily with a sibling on the balcony above mine. I wrapped myself in work - I did not know the circumstance and I was not able to help the child. That hurt me. Two e-mails and three reports later - designed to back up the start of a new series for our subs, I still could not get over that little voice. I signed off my computer and went out for a night of Texas Hold 'em poker. I sure learned the difference between knowing when to hold them and knowing when to fold them. Fun game. Totally distracting. It's Sunday - and I am again listening to a little voice scream "No daddy ... No daddy" over and over again. The father this little boy wanted so badly on Saturday is now his terrible mentor. The voice of the father is not loud or screaming - just droning on - the adult full of demanding expectation of the child. The pain is broken with need. Someone is moving in and is in need of help. It quiets the noise from the balcony above. My young g'son Jake lends a hand and is rewarded with a nice cash bonus for doing so. I am thankful that the mover changed the motion upstairs. But it is a temproary fix I am sure. Did the father stop his harangue because of whom he thought might hear? How about the child? Will he be all right? It's Sunday - a day of rest - but little peace of mind for the View from the balcony. "How far you go in life depends on your being tender with the young, compassionate with the aged, sympathethic with the striving, and tolerant of the weak and the strong. Because someday in life you will have been all of those." --- George Washington Carver copyright © Fran Klasinski all rights Reserved.
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